halloween~

late to post for halloween! i know im super late ha(: okok whatever. late than never right?(: so bored recently! ha. let the photos entertain you guys than(: im away to tudou already

ciao~

he really looks alot like that someone really haix...!

so unhappy

thinking of changing work place, seriously! After whiskey and QB becomes one everything changes! waitress sucks hard times!): i can't stand certain people in my workplace! so what if you can sai nai to the max? selling more LDs so? big fuck? so damn pissed! treating regular bad, giving high prices for alcohol juz to gain the commission! WTF!!!?? whatever. im tired. just wakeup to bathe and blog a wee bit(:

ha. its been sometimes since i last blogged(: have been busy with work work & work! ha! finally had time to blog! im bored! ha... monday, i went to visit him! he thinned alot, seeing him like that hurt me alot really! i didn't even dare to look at him straight in the eyes. i feelt like i owed him alot alot, more than money could repensate. i wanted him so badly now! could time turn back? i regretted doing lotsa of stuffs! i hate the present i want the past! numbed with work! drink drank drunk! happy on the appearance only! what have happened, this is so not me):

I WANT YOU~!

why is the feeling still there?

why am i still thinking of you whenever your name is mentioned? can i stop having that feeling? haix... i thought working can stop me from thinking. what has happened to me):? i detest this kinda of feeling! really! slap me please someone!): although times we've been together is short but memories you gave is great!

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头 却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

bye singapore~

Yea im going malacca in less than 3hrs time! im gonna shop till i drop drop drop(: muahahas... after im back gonna look for my colleague! promise her le(: super shag! didn't sleep the whole night not cause im excited but im a night life creature! today's my off day so chill and nua at home the whole day! wanted to do many things but forgot all about it in my dreamland!*laughs*

blog more when im back! ciao~ don't miss me:D

neglected~

Haaas... its been so long ever since i blogged! neglecting my blog already! hmmm... have been busy working(: happy $$$$$ okiies but today sucks! abit of conflict. i felt so bad cause initially the thing starts with me!): okiies sry for that issue really! i don't mean and don't know it will become so=.=''' haix... work's good! but sales super bad): okiies whatever! anyway im just home from work and blogging at 5:25am! lolx... tomorrow another working day): wednesday is my off! yea! malaysia trip with huijia maybe only cause she jio me de! haaas... if not i going in myself(: shopping for me too yea! *laughs*

sick!!!!!

im down with fever for 4 days already!): i wanna recover soon! i feel so irritated my my nose, flu and sore throat): whatever! my aunt bought a new dog and her name is dodo! how cute(: im starting to miss my colleague! haix... nevermind! tomorrow gonna start work already(: happy! i super xiong de! sick also go work till cannot tahan! lolx. =.='''

P/S: loosing something doesn't mean that you lost the whole world but you may gain something more out from that loosing!

living to the fullest!

im living my life to the fullest recently. knowing who is the right peron and right job for me(: im happy with my life now! knew more great people!(: hmmm... just back from bq again i know i know! haaas...
你说了一万遍的你爱我
你说了什麽我都懂
因为爱很久 所以我都懂
可是我发现没人能永久
就算我们曾勾勾手 还是会寂寞
没有你之后 我才明白的更多
你看着我来 我看着你走
生命有太多分分合合 难免要承受的痛
你看着我来 我看着你走
就算捂住耳朵 我还能听见你呼吸的温柔
就算我会心痛 你的好永远都填满我心中

P/S: should i still...? too much to consider):

hyprocrite!!!!!

OMG i just can't people being so hyprocrite! no names will be mentioned here but *yucks yucks* don't steb one kind when you're not that kinda of person! whatever i saw and whatever i know just don't tele and it just makes me wanna puke, felt so disgusted for those actions done! i cannot stand people so fake! haaas... leave miles away from me please! and _l_ is for you(: i don't care if we contact anyway(: it doesn't matter much to me! haaas...i don't need a friend like you!!! SHOO~

okiies don't spoil mood over this kinda of person!(: went to ph yesterday with lydia and huijia! haaas... stayed throughout till the party ended. had fun, saw alot of familiar faces! haaas... got one stupid bastard trying to touch me! fucking wait long long! face buang still want come club xian charbo! please go home take a mirror and look at yourself! haaas... in the end he went hugging the girl beside me! my tian*faints* got so hungry anot?*LAUGHS* had supper at my shop! something happened during entry! _l_ is for the fking bouncer! even the management say why did the bouncer make a big fuss over a teeney weeney thing! *LAUGHS*

P/S: please leave me alone cause i don't ever need someone like you in my life!!!!! :D

off day~

tomorrow gonna be my off day and i just got home from makan session with my cousin(: i did something that made me fear that would anything happen to me in the future? i told my family members and my close friends about the phone call issue that happened during this wednesday that just passed! the thought of it made me scare though in front of my friends i told them nothing! okiies whatever! happen le then da suan ba! haaas... im really shag and tired! been workin for continously 4 days with insufficient sleep! and im happy tomorrow i can rest to the max! i wan my beauty sleep! *laughs*

will update a proper one tomorrow! my eyelids are drooping already):

P/S: that someone pissed me off! laughed my ass off while reading the letter! we're finished means we're finish why can't just let me off and keep pestering me with the weekly letters?